Prayer Request

I haven't sorted my feelings on it all, but over the last 6 months, I’ve felt very strongly and specifically the Lord asking me to not go to my cousin's (who is more like a sister/best friend) gay wedding. This will be completely out of left field and shocking for both them and our family. Sending my RSVP and a letter sharing my heart and grief over this decision this week. Please pray that my deep love for her would be communicated through my letter, that she would not feel judged, and that the Lord would be honored in this decision.